Hey everybody! Long time no updates..>> Sooo..it's been a long time and I have a lot to talk about..where should I start?

Car Crash
Umm..yeah so yesterday I got in my very first car crash ever! >> Not fun. Here's what happened.. and I were going on a little road trip. I'm looking out the window, she turns her head to see if we missed our turn. I see that we're suddenly dangerously close to the only other car on this little empty road. I scream, she looks, brakes...and the next thing I see is us slamming into this other guys tail end. My head hurt so I rubbed it while turning to Sin to make sure she was okay. She looked fine but a little scared, and first she's looking at me and then she's staring at the windshield. I look up and what do I see?

My head print! I completely spider-web shattered the windshield. If we'd hit just a little harder my head would have gone through the glass!! Yeesh...but at the time I was more worried about Sin. Some people in the house near where we crashed came out and called the cops/hospital. Sin and I talked, we were(are) both sore but okay besides. Things should have settled down from there but they didn't! The stupid ambulance people wouldn't listen when I said I was fine. They put these stupid neck braces on us both (this was really bad because I suffer from panic attacks and have a fear of suffocating).

Ugh...anyway they strapped us down, I panicked and ripped the safety tape off myself. In the long run the brace hurt my neck more than the crash..heh, ironic huh? Anyway..so it sorta went on like that some more stupid stuff happened but looong story short: We crashed. We're fine. We're too poor to fix our car.

But ultimately I'm just glad Sin wasn't hurt too badly, and I'm thankful I still have a (mostly) glass free head.

Enough of that though...here's what's up...

Where I been at F00l?

Lol, I've actually been a combo of very busy and very lazy. I'm living with Sin in my mom's basement. I'm trying to write a book, my computer is really slow, and my work life is bipolar. Ch3ck it:

Work

So, as of July I had started work at a Verizon wireless call center with Sin. However, Sin's fibro got to her again and she had to quit. Well...without her the job is really everything I hate..one-on-one's with bitchy morons, enclosed space with too many people, and slow moving days. So with Sin's blessings I quit. So now I'm looking for different work. I have an interview scheduled for tomorrow with my mom's boss. Her job is more math and physical labor..less answering mind-numbingly obvious questions for loud, obnoxious people.

So whatever...hope that sorts itself out soon...anyway! enough droll and depressing..let's talk about..

Art
Recently Sin has been training me..so my art has improved a lot. I actually have a ton of stuff to post! I hope to be able to deliver an update dump by the end of the day.
Also iNNER-G (Sin and I's company) is still producing new designs and we could really use some support! You can check it out on it's own DA

Oh and everyone should expect some obsessing over my new fandom...

Naruto

Noooo!!! Everyone run..I'm..grahh agghh!....transforming into..rawwwwrrr! A Narutard!! Hide the children!

Lol, yeah so..forever ago I read the first four volumes of Naruto and ditched it (even though I liked it) because of the rabid and frightening fan-base. Weeelll..Sin's a huge fan..so it was inevitable that I watch the anime eventually...and as of about two days ago I did. I started watching..and now I can't stop.

It's not the most in-depth or even though most exciting anime I've ever seen..but I will tell you...it's the most slashable

Gawd help me...anyone who reads this journal knows I can't resist the pull of a good slash...and damn it all, but NaruSasu has grabbed my heart. Damn my susceptibility toward obvious widely liked pairings! I can't help it though..it's..so..slashy!! *ded*

It's already taken over Sin and I's RPs..so it's only a matter of time before it takes over my DA...(why am I so lame? >w< )

Anyway!! So..

Writing
So..like I said..I've been working a bit more here and there on my personal novel. It's a vampire story (that I've been working on for a looong time now)..but since the release of "Twilight"..my much hated rival in the vampric writers' world..I've been reluctant to work on my own story.
I won't babble about my hatred here...but just know that "Twilight" for a short time, broke my faith in vampire fans. I didn't want to try to publish my book with so much hype over something so.. bad.

There is something everyone should understand..my books aren't like my fanfics (the style is the same, but the plot is plottier and the spelling/grammar/punctuation is waaay better) or my comments (which do not go through spell check my friends) or anything like that. I put a lot of effort into it. Without the use of a thesaurus....(ugh..it's my firm belief that Meyer wrote out her dribble then soaked it in a melted down thesaurus).
My words come from me. A thesaurus is an assistant to a story..not a close lover. But enough hatin'..

I finally shook my anger and fear and I've started working again. Sooooooo....really the whole point of this blabbing is this: If anyone is interested in reading a scene or two from my book, give me a shout out. I could really use the critique!
(I'm only sending out excerpts by request..I want to keep track of who has it for paranoid of theft issues)

Final word

In short I hope you all have missed me because I've missed ya'll! Lol, if I update you will all know because well....your inboxes will explode and I'll edit this journal.
I'll also be commenting on a lot today..so if you get a comment on a journal that's four months old..that's why

Oh..and one last thing..Sin and I are engaged